To the boy who made me mama

​

Your loss broke me, shattered me, I told your dad when you start to get really sick “ULal if we ever lose our boy, I think I will lose all my sanity”, thank goodness I could still write you this letter, I’m doing better than I thought, all thanks to God. 
My arms are empty, my heart hurts, my eyes are sore from crying so much, every minute I think about you how you would look like, what you would have become, I love talking about you, tell your stories because your memories are all we have left of you. Mommy and daddy would like to keep telling your stories in the best way we can in honor of your short but beautiful life, hoping you would like that too.